Why then do I keep feeling like I have to be somebody else?
It's getting really hard to just go with the flow and pretend that everything's alright when it's just killing me inside. I don't understand myself. I don't understand why I have to let you influence me so much to the extend that I'm losing my identity. I don't understand why I have to please you and try to keep up with you when that shouldn't be the case. I don't understand why you act like you're all high and mighty when you're not that great actually.
Most of all, I'm losing sight of myself. To what extend am I going to go to gain your acceptance even when it's one of the last things that I want to do?
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
Why then do I keep feeling like I have to be somebody else?
It's getting really hard to just go with the flow and pretend that everything's alright when it's just killing me inside. I don't understand myself. I don't understand why I have to let you influence me so much to the extend that I'm losing my identity. I don't understand why I have to please you and try to keep up with you when that shouldn't be the case. I don't understand why you act like you're all high and mighty when you're not that great actually.
Most of all, I'm losing sight of myself. To what extend am I going to go to gain your acceptance even when it's one of the last things that I want to do?
