you can't always have things the way you want them to be
Sunday, December 5, 2010
I'm so glad that I survived training today. I seriously thought that I would die HAHA. I didn't know training was at 2 instead of the usual timing during weekday trainings (3 pm). I was out with my family eating lunch and smsing pau etc. After we were done with lunch, it was about 1:24 and I thought that it was still too early for training since my mum was fetching me there. And then pau's return sms said that she think that she would be late. I was like absjdajgdjsd wth HAHAHA cuz' I mean she lives 8 stops before me and it was so freaking early, even too early for me and she said that she would be late? I was feeling funny and when she told me that training was at 2 and not 3, I died. Inside. My heart was like thump thump thump and literally bursting. HAHAHA the thoughts running through my mind were like: shit shit shit shit shit shen is gonna kill me like omg arghhh she scolded us for not starting training on time last training and she scolded those who were late badly. Today, if I am late, she'll hang me upside down omg omg shit I'm dead. HAHAHAHA okay it was this bad. Hence, my mum hurriedly rushed me to Braddell and I was 10 minutes late. HAHAHA actually not bad. :) But quite bad for shen's standard HAHA. K i really thought that she would kill me when I walked through that freaking door but she just gave me her qb black face. K I was safe HAHAHA.
Since I finished my lunch not even 45 min ago, and I ate alot because I was damn hungry, when I started running I felt like dying cuz' I felt so heavy. The moment I started doing the physical training with the one leg up thing, I felt like puking out my chicken rice every time I went up and down again. When I flipped over and laid on my stomach to do the other version of it, I nearly died from trying to suppress the undigested chicken rice threatening to escape from my throat. It was bad having to do pt, but much worse to have to worry about puking the chicken rice out HAHAH. Nevertheless I SURVIVED and I'm so proud HAHAH. (Y)
Subsequently, training was boring and I think I lost my bounciness. As in seriously I can't freaking jump high now. I just feel like I'm constantly strapped in weights, even on my stomach. Sheez. :( I want my bounceness and stamina back HAHA.
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HEHE I shall post about yesterday!!!
Basically yesterday was winz HAHAHA
Ice skating was pretty awesome! I felt like a pro seriously. HAHAHA The moment fat got on the ice, she died. Chewy too HAHAHA. They were like frantically grasping on the walls, refusing to let go HAHAHAH. It was pretty funny hehe :P
Fat was screaming "Omg fat!!!" HAHAHA And yeah they refused to barge from their place. Turned out that I had to teach them to skate HEHEHEHE oh my gosh I really sound damn pro ahahahha (Y) Chewy learnt faster she managed to leave the walls while fat was still clinging tightly HAHAHA. We kept skating in threes holding one another's hands but whenever chewy fell or vice versa, fat would go down with chewy. Like seriously go down as in FALL ON THEIR BUTTS HAHAHAHA. I was too good they couldn't drag me down. (Y) They tried too, but failed. :P HEHEHE
After that we wanted to take photos so we used fat's itouch. We didn't know who to ask to help us take a photo. We wanted to ask an relatively middle aged man to help us take but he looked so hostile so we didn't dare. We just kept laughing because his stoned expression was damn hilarious HAHAHA. Turned out that that guy was a pro at ice skating. He could do the cool stuff. :( And there was this guy wearing some working suit trying to act cool by wearing earphones and listening to music while he skated but he was pretty good at the cool stunts. Just that it was weird cuz he was skating wearing working clothes HAHAHA. And there was this super cool old lady who could skate damn well. I kept comparing her to fat and then she looked at us cuz' we were laughing HAHA.
Fat's the best seriously she can just suddenly 'WOOOOOOAHHHHHHH OMG OMG OMG *Flails arms wildly back and forth OMGGG FATTTT' *PIAK. HAHAHAHHA (Y) Then she even took the handrail thingy meant for 12 and below HAHAHAHA (Y) It was super fun to suan her cuz' I would skate with chewy and after two rounds we still could catch up with her HAHAHA TOO GOOD. (Y) Lousy fat HAHAHHA
After that we ate pastamania! We had to wait for 2 hours for our movie. :( MEGAMIND HEHEH. It was super cool. We were the only few people in the theatre! Before the show started idk why chewy, fat and me we just kept laughing at every single thing DAMN WIN HAHAHAHA (Y)
Megamind was pretty touching hehe. End up he became the hero of his own creation. Seriously he's damn smart at hard stuff and damn stupid at easy stuff HAHA.
<3
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I need to let go, let go of the things I can't have
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
you can't always have things the way you want them to be
Sunday, December 5, 2010
I'm so glad that I survived training today. I seriously thought that I would die HAHA. I didn't know training was at 2 instead of the usual timing during weekday trainings (3 pm). I was out with my family eating lunch and smsing pau etc. After we were done with lunch, it was about 1:24 and I thought that it was still too early for training since my mum was fetching me there. And then pau's return sms said that she think that she would be late. I was like absjdajgdjsd wth HAHAHA cuz' I mean she lives 8 stops before me and it was so freaking early, even too early for me and she said that she would be late? I was feeling funny and when she told me that training was at 2 and not 3, I died. Inside. My heart was like thump thump thump and literally bursting. HAHAHA the thoughts running through my mind were like: shit shit shit shit shit shen is gonna kill me like omg arghhh she scolded us for not starting training on time last training and she scolded those who were late badly. Today, if I am late, she'll hang me upside down omg omg shit I'm dead. HAHAHAHA okay it was this bad. Hence, my mum hurriedly rushed me to Braddell and I was 10 minutes late. HAHAHA actually not bad. :) But quite bad for shen's standard HAHA. K i really thought that she would kill me when I walked through that freaking door but she just gave me her qb black face. K I was safe HAHAHA.
Since I finished my lunch not even 45 min ago, and I ate alot because I was damn hungry, when I started running I felt like dying cuz' I felt so heavy. The moment I started doing the physical training with the one leg up thing, I felt like puking out my chicken rice every time I went up and down again. When I flipped over and laid on my stomach to do the other version of it, I nearly died from trying to suppress the undigested chicken rice threatening to escape from my throat. It was bad having to do pt, but much worse to have to worry about puking the chicken rice out HAHAH. Nevertheless I SURVIVED and I'm so proud HAHAH. (Y)
Subsequently, training was boring and I think I lost my bounciness. As in seriously I can't freaking jump high now. I just feel like I'm constantly strapped in weights, even on my stomach. Sheez. :( I want my bounceness and stamina back HAHA.
--
HEHE I shall post about yesterday!!!
Basically yesterday was winz HAHAHA
Ice skating was pretty awesome! I felt like a pro seriously. HAHAHA The moment fat got on the ice, she died. Chewy too HAHAHA. They were like frantically grasping on the walls, refusing to let go HAHAHAH. It was pretty funny hehe :P
Fat was screaming "Omg fat!!!" HAHAHA And yeah they refused to barge from their place. Turned out that I had to teach them to skate HEHEHEHE oh my gosh I really sound damn pro ahahahha (Y) Chewy learnt faster she managed to leave the walls while fat was still clinging tightly HAHAHA. We kept skating in threes holding one another's hands but whenever chewy fell or vice versa, fat would go down with chewy. Like seriously go down as in FALL ON THEIR BUTTS HAHAHAHA. I was too good they couldn't drag me down. (Y) They tried too, but failed. :P HEHEHE
After that we wanted to take photos so we used fat's itouch. We didn't know who to ask to help us take a photo. We wanted to ask an relatively middle aged man to help us take but he looked so hostile so we didn't dare. We just kept laughing because his stoned expression was damn hilarious HAHAHA. Turned out that that guy was a pro at ice skating. He could do the cool stuff. :( And there was this guy wearing some working suit trying to act cool by wearing earphones and listening to music while he skated but he was pretty good at the cool stunts. Just that it was weird cuz he was skating wearing working clothes HAHAHA. And there was this super cool old lady who could skate damn well. I kept comparing her to fat and then she looked at us cuz' we were laughing HAHA.
Fat's the best seriously she can just suddenly 'WOOOOOOAHHHHHHH OMG OMG OMG *Flails arms wildly back and forth OMGGG FATTTT' *PIAK. HAHAHAHHA (Y) Then she even took the handrail thingy meant for 12 and below HAHAHAHA (Y) It was super fun to suan her cuz' I would skate with chewy and after two rounds we still could catch up with her HAHAHA TOO GOOD. (Y) Lousy fat HAHAHHA
After that we ate pastamania! We had to wait for 2 hours for our movie. :( MEGAMIND HEHEH. It was super cool. We were the only few people in the theatre! Before the show started idk why chewy, fat and me we just kept laughing at every single thing DAMN WIN HAHAHAHA (Y)
Megamind was pretty touching hehe. End up he became the hero of his own creation. Seriously he's damn smart at hard stuff and damn stupid at easy stuff HAHA.
<3
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I need to let go, let go of the things I can't have
