I'm fine now, really. Thanks for all the concern <3 :')
I still feel bleak and empty, but I've sort of come to terms with the fact that I didn't make the cut. Yes, it still hurts alot, but I see the light now. I think I'm able to see from their perspective-given the number of candidates, it must have been a hard choice to make and I just didn't happen to be what they were looking for. I've also accepted the fact that Milo didn't say anything to me. I guess she was just trying to be fair to everyone. Afterall, the amount of pupils she sees everyday is so overwhelming, I'm not that special to deserve her biasness. :) It's not her fault.
I'm trying to see everything from a positive perspective. I've realised that you have the ability to control what you think and it's just a matter of choice, whether you want to let yourself to continue wallowing in hurt and self-pity, or just learn from the experience. Our paths have been planned beforehand and it's most probably for the better. We can't have our own way all the time, but that doesn't mean it should stop us from being who we are inside. Psl is but just a title. I guess I don't need a label to compel me to be who I desire to be. :')
You said let it go, You said let it go,
You said life is waiting for the ones who lose control
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
I'm fine now, really. Thanks for all the concern <3 :')
I still feel bleak and empty, but I've sort of come to terms with the fact that I didn't make the cut. Yes, it still hurts alot, but I see the light now. I think I'm able to see from their perspective-given the number of candidates, it must have been a hard choice to make and I just didn't happen to be what they were looking for. I've also accepted the fact that Milo didn't say anything to me. I guess she was just trying to be fair to everyone. Afterall, the amount of pupils she sees everyday is so overwhelming, I'm not that special to deserve her biasness. :) It's not her fault.
I'm trying to see everything from a positive perspective. I've realised that you have the ability to control what you think and it's just a matter of choice, whether you want to let yourself to continue wallowing in hurt and self-pity, or just learn from the experience. Our paths have been planned beforehand and it's most probably for the better. We can't have our own way all the time, but that doesn't mean it should stop us from being who we are inside. Psl is but just a title. I guess I don't need a label to compel me to be who I desire to be. :')
You said let it go, You said let it go,
You said life is waiting for the ones who lose control
