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Friday, August 6, 2010

Today was a fufilling day for me. :) Our RS results are proving its worth which is really heartening and I hope that it will stay this way because after what happened today the urge to make you proud is burning with such tenacity. <3

The little act of kindness that maybe cost minimal effort on your part has traveled such a long way that has impacted me in ways you probably think it wouldn't. Thanks for making my day <3

Anyway hehe Milo waved to me first from her car outside the school's busstop omg <3
Cute max.
But her sms was really <3 times a millionnnnnn.

PSB interview today was quite screwed up for me. I can't believe I failed to notice something that I suspected would happen! :@ I'm not going to reveal what it was because it is afterall confidential haha. But still I'm really annoyed at myself for not seeing it coming, oh well. :( Elaine and I were in the same team and then we were holding hands when we went out <3

I really hope I get in psb I feel really attached to it. :)

I know maybe some may think that it's not practical, it's not worth the stress it's not whatever but just so you know I see it from a different perspective because I can really empathise with it's meaning so stop putting me down. It hurts. :(

HEHE Shing really really loved her advance birthday present YAY (Y) I'm really happy that she was like THAT happyyyyy. :) Glad that we chose the pink wallet over the blue one HAHA and chewy stop claiming all te credit HAHAHA. I think it's much more practical than buying a notebook because she has been wanting to change her wallet ever since some china lady took her topshop wallet and handphone when she left it there for a min :(

The combined community singing was quite successful. During times like this I really experience the school spirit which is so heartwarming and really sweet. During the singing of past national day songs the whole school was up on its feet screaming the lyrics and jumping at the chorus. It really brought back nostalgic memories because the songs that we sang were 'Where I belong' (P1), 'Remember the days' (P2), 'Reach out for the stars' (p3), 'Home' (p4) where I remember that in primary school days music lessons were spent learning the national day songs. During the singing everyone's arms were wrapped around one another. Never mind the fact that the person I was standing next too wasn't exactly someone I liked. We linked arms anyway. I think this kind of feeling is really one-of-a kind.

I feel really warm today even so it feels like the psb interview was worth it the whole day was worth it (L)

Maybe you guys think that I'm weird. Think that I'm weird for falling for the supposingly wrong things, that I take into consideration how much things you do affect me, but is breaking conventions that hard to accept? I'm sorry that you don't accept conventions, that you don't know me well enough to share my perspective. Too bad, your loss.