I'M FINALLY DONE WITH SIP AFTER LIKE 1 MILLION YEARS. (Y) I know that it isn't very satisfactory because for the whole process I didn't really bother much as hard as I tried to because I admit that I'm too lazy. Furthermore, it doesn't really make sense to work so hard when it may not even be taken into serious consideration, no? Nevertheless I know I had spent quite a few sleepless nights rushing through SIP so the effort is inevitably still present.
I MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST SUBMIT PSB APPLICATION FORM BY TMR IF NOT I'LL JUST KILL MYSELF OMG.
TODAY WAS DUMB. We were anticipating loud explosions that would ripple through the whole school and resonate in the air but all we got was extremely soft bursting sounds that sounded like turning on the bunsen burner HAHA. It was quite disappointing because we didn't get to have a proper recess! We were all making our way down to the canteen when suddenly the so called explosion happened and we were like "HUH WAS THAT THE EXPLOSION? LOL" then we started rushing to the canteen to buy snacks because we knew that if we didn't go then, we would be hungry for the next hour or so. Everyone in the canteen was laughing and was unperturbed HAHAHA. Then we had to 'evacuate' to the field where we waited for damn long before we were relocated to the canteen. After that we quickly took the opportunity to buy food (Y) HAHA then the teacher IC realised and scolded the sec ones HAHAHAH. Too good. (Y) While waiting in the canteen while the teachers ran around on their duties in different operations and stuff to check for any missing casualties etc, Jal, Sarah, Maggy and I were telling lame jokes HAHA. It really cracked me up HEHE.
Maggy: Who is the hottest person in class?
*shake our heads
Maggy: Judith OWWWWWW. *sizzles
HAHAH WTS LIKE THAT ALSO CAN.
Then Sarah
"Who lives in a forest, home, forest?"
*shake our heads again
"Lin Jia Lin"
HAHHAAHA WTF.
Oh and I think it was fat who said
"Who has a home?"
*who?
"YOU JIA."
HAHAHAH oh my shit I laughed like some ass for this HAHAH. I think I really suck at uncovering riddles I didn't guess almost all of them. :(
Anyway, I didn't see Milo today! When I imagined her in the fire extinguishing operation team and imagined her in that firefighter suit with a fire extinguisher, I laughed until I nearly died HAHA. Hehe but when I imagined her as the person who dragged injured students out, I was all smiles :D
And it was damn annoying because we didn't get to see any ambulances, firefighters,anxious fake parents, fake press, teachers in action, people in fake blood, nothing at all cuz we were all evacuated to the field where we couldn't even see ANYTHING. WTF. So much for my anticipation gosh. :(
But yeah I do agree that such exercises are important lah. Better to be safe than sorry. :)
Dance concert last Saturday was really worth the bucks it was realli awesome I feel so envious that they can dance so damn well and I can't. :( I wanna try for cheerleading this year hahaha. The pictures are not yet up on facebook which is sad but I really enjoyed it as a whole. I think almost the whole RGS went down to support dance concert. :) However, now all of the gymmers (us) are freaking out because their concert just set a very high standard for ours to follow. And we have so far nothing much yet. :(
On a sidenote, I really wanna join PSB I think it will be really meaningful and heartwarming and touching and full of love. <3 I think it's much more meaningful than being a prefect like totally. Nevermind the fact that prefects have authority, that prefects are of a 'higher' status in that sense, if you don't really have that goody two shoes attitude you're really cmi already what. On the other hand,I think in psb you get to help people, help those dear sec ones integrate into secondary school life, you get to inspire them, you get to be their first friends, you get to be their strongest first impression of the school, you get to be part of their first memories in RGS so isn't that sufficient? I want to join psb because of these reasons, not because Milo is inside okay. Yeah of course it will be really awesome if I can have more time working with her but she's just an added bonus of me wanting to be in psb, not the contributing factor. :)
The form really set me thinking. What is peer support? There are so many model definitions for this but in my own sincere and heartfelt opinion, I think peer support is basically about sharing joys and triumphs as well as disappointments and sadness. :) Yes, I agree it indeed sounds very cheesy, but you know what? I've really experienced them before. Sharing sadness was during this year's gym comp, where DJT and XJT trained so damn hard but unforeseen circumstances sprang up and ruined the whole opportunity. Seeing them putting up a brave front even after failing in their routine, and then bursting into tears the moment they got off the competition mat, crying together as a team, I also teared too. Isn't it wonderful what peer support is? I didn't even cry for my own routine and I was crying for theirs. I wasn't as anxious for myself before my routine but I was 100 times more anxious before their routine. They felt the same too <3 Talking about sharing joys, after dance concert, I felt really really proud of Hannah. When I saw her, I felt really happy and proud for her. Proud that finally after training for so damn long and for so damn hard, her hardwork paid off. It felt as if I was the one who was performing, that I was the one who went through all the hardwork and succeeded. That and feeling really was sweet and wonderful. I miss dance concert despite not being in dance. I think peer support is really awesome. <3 I hope that i qualify for PSB andd I hope they will accept me :(
OKAY I'm going to write Deborah's birthday letter now. :) TATA (HAHAH FAT)
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
I'M FINALLY DONE WITH SIP AFTER LIKE 1 MILLION YEARS. (Y) I know that it isn't very satisfactory because for the whole process I didn't really bother much as hard as I tried to because I admit that I'm too lazy. Furthermore, it doesn't really make sense to work so hard when it may not even be taken into serious consideration, no? Nevertheless I know I had spent quite a few sleepless nights rushing through SIP so the effort is inevitably still present.
I MUST MUST MUST MUST MUST SUBMIT PSB APPLICATION FORM BY TMR IF NOT I'LL JUST KILL MYSELF OMG.
TODAY WAS DUMB. We were anticipating loud explosions that would ripple through the whole school and resonate in the air but all we got was extremely soft bursting sounds that sounded like turning on the bunsen burner HAHA. It was quite disappointing because we didn't get to have a proper recess! We were all making our way down to the canteen when suddenly the so called explosion happened and we were like "HUH WAS THAT THE EXPLOSION? LOL" then we started rushing to the canteen to buy snacks because we knew that if we didn't go then, we would be hungry for the next hour or so. Everyone in the canteen was laughing and was unperturbed HAHAHA. Then we had to 'evacuate' to the field where we waited for damn long before we were relocated to the canteen. After that we quickly took the opportunity to buy food (Y) HAHA then the teacher IC realised and scolded the sec ones HAHAHAH. Too good. (Y) While waiting in the canteen while the teachers ran around on their duties in different operations and stuff to check for any missing casualties etc, Jal, Sarah, Maggy and I were telling lame jokes HAHA. It really cracked me up HEHE.
Maggy: Who is the hottest person in class?
*shake our heads
Maggy: Judith OWWWWWW. *sizzles
HAHAH WTS LIKE THAT ALSO CAN.
Then Sarah
"Who lives in a forest, home, forest?"
*shake our heads again
"Lin Jia Lin"
HAHHAAHA WTF.
Oh and I think it was fat who said
"Who has a home?"
*who?
"YOU JIA."
HAHAHAH oh my shit I laughed like some ass for this HAHAH. I think I really suck at uncovering riddles I didn't guess almost all of them. :(
Anyway, I didn't see Milo today! When I imagined her in the fire extinguishing operation team and imagined her in that firefighter suit with a fire extinguisher, I laughed until I nearly died HAHA. Hehe but when I imagined her as the person who dragged injured students out, I was all smiles :D
And it was damn annoying because we didn't get to see any ambulances, firefighters,anxious fake parents, fake press, teachers in action, people in fake blood, nothing at all cuz we were all evacuated to the field where we couldn't even see ANYTHING. WTF. So much for my anticipation gosh. :(
But yeah I do agree that such exercises are important lah. Better to be safe than sorry. :)
Dance concert last Saturday was really worth the bucks it was realli awesome I feel so envious that they can dance so damn well and I can't. :( I wanna try for cheerleading this year hahaha. The pictures are not yet up on facebook which is sad but I really enjoyed it as a whole. I think almost the whole RGS went down to support dance concert. :) However, now all of the gymmers (us) are freaking out because their concert just set a very high standard for ours to follow. And we have so far nothing much yet. :(
On a sidenote, I really wanna join PSB I think it will be really meaningful and heartwarming and touching and full of love. <3 I think it's much more meaningful than being a prefect like totally. Nevermind the fact that prefects have authority, that prefects are of a 'higher' status in that sense, if you don't really have that goody two shoes attitude you're really cmi already what. On the other hand,I think in psb you get to help people, help those dear sec ones integrate into secondary school life, you get to inspire them, you get to be their first friends, you get to be their strongest first impression of the school, you get to be part of their first memories in RGS so isn't that sufficient? I want to join psb because of these reasons, not because Milo is inside okay. Yeah of course it will be really awesome if I can have more time working with her but she's just an added bonus of me wanting to be in psb, not the contributing factor. :)
The form really set me thinking. What is peer support? There are so many model definitions for this but in my own sincere and heartfelt opinion, I think peer support is basically about sharing joys and triumphs as well as disappointments and sadness. :) Yes, I agree it indeed sounds very cheesy, but you know what? I've really experienced them before. Sharing sadness was during this year's gym comp, where DJT and XJT trained so damn hard but unforeseen circumstances sprang up and ruined the whole opportunity. Seeing them putting up a brave front even after failing in their routine, and then bursting into tears the moment they got off the competition mat, crying together as a team, I also teared too. Isn't it wonderful what peer support is? I didn't even cry for my own routine and I was crying for theirs. I wasn't as anxious for myself before my routine but I was 100 times more anxious before their routine. They felt the same too <3 Talking about sharing joys, after dance concert, I felt really really proud of Hannah. When I saw her, I felt really happy and proud for her. Proud that finally after training for so damn long and for so damn hard, her hardwork paid off. It felt as if I was the one who was performing, that I was the one who went through all the hardwork and succeeded. That and feeling really was sweet and wonderful. I miss dance concert despite not being in dance. I think peer support is really awesome. <3 I hope that i qualify for PSB andd I hope they will accept me :(
OKAY I'm going to write Deborah's birthday letter now. :) TATA (HAHAH FAT)
