Exams are finally over. For the moment! (Y) But stupid pts and sip they make me damn worried. I can't wait for the end of the year, but thinking that end of the year means overcoming our very screwed RS, SIP, pts and another load of exams makes me apathetic. Fml.
Exams today were OKAY, although I was utmost overloaded with all the exams that continuously tumbled one after another. First was cheena, which I screwed up but I'm not really concerned about that because my cheena is fail ttm, to the point of no return HAHA. Eng Lit was quite screwed too I found the lack of time annoying because I had to rush through everything while feeling trepidation coursing through my veins and my heart beating so wildly against my chest, my hand hurt after that but thankfully I understood what the romeo and juliet extract was talking about. :)
After that when everyone was already liberated, I had to rush for Malay Exam. :( Life is in sadness (Seriously- HAHAH FAT.) really depressing. I was desperately trying to memorise about pengalaman pertama saya ke perpustakaan (my first experience to the library) and it sort of went in although those small linkages were forgotten. Thankfully, it came out something about this so I could improvise and edit the essay I memorised and paste it in my exam's one. I thought I was pro to have written 3/4 page but wth those muggers exceeded one side, lowering my self-esteem by a level down. :( Wts. HAHA and I had quite alot of time to sleep during the exam cuz I finished damn early, everyone did. :)
Immediately after malay exam, I RUSHED, I FREAKING GULPED DOWN A PACKET OF MILO AND RUSHED TO PHILO CES AT CLC OKAY. And freaking guess what. OUT OF THE WHOLE PHILO SECOND HALF OF THE CLASS, ONLY 4 TURNED UP INCLUDING ME. LIKE WTF. EVERYONE PONNED OKAY. And Jean, our amazing philo rep, who said that ponning was not an option, didn't even turn up like WTFFF. Hmm so what about the attendance? NO ATTENDANCE WAS TAKEN WTF SO I WENT FOR NOTHING. And before that I still told Jean that I had malay exam so I wouldn't be coming, so she marked me absent. Oh my shit I'm so pissed annoying shit omg!!!! &%^$@$!!! At least I learnt more about deontology and consequentialism yeah I know I'm not that a mugger k, nevermind for my own cold comfort, PHILO IS IMPORTANT YOU NEED AN ADEQUATE TO BE PROMOTED AT LEAST I WENT SO IT'S FOR MY OWN BENEFIT. But still wtf I'm pissed at not being acknowledged for rushing down immediately after malay exam when the philo rep didn't even turn up to mark attendance and when I had a valid reason not to turn up. I'M TOO GOOD. (Y) But GTF(HAHA FAT) seriously for being so idiotic.
I didn't see milo today sadness ttm :( Nevermind. Tue then. :)
MY BRACES ARE HURTING MY TEETH EVERYWHERE MY WHOLE MOUTH IS PRACTICALLY SORE. :((((( I have like small ulcers erupting everywhere and this big ulcer at the right top hand corner of my mouth where the hook of the bracket which areas sharp as a needle keeps rubbing the underside of my lip. It stings when I try to put the ulcer gel to soothe the pain. :( NEVERMIND IT WILL BE WORTH IT 2 YEARS PLUS LATER I WILL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH AT THE PAIN. :D IT WILL BE WORTH IT IT WILL BE WORTH IT. IT WILL BE SO DAMN WORTH IT. How's that for consolation. :) Just maybe 2 weeks later and I'll be used to it, of course before the dentist tightens the braces butttttt I'm looking forward to the prospect of no more ulcers. (Y)
I changed my blogskin cuz I was too bored and I didn''t feel like mugging. Okay shit I need to start on RS and SIP report ASAP I don't wanna let milo down for rs and I want my SIP grades to be at least decent arghhh, it's annoying how you don't wish to care but the inner good part of you tells you hell no you must do it. :(
Bye world I still have gym in the afternoon tmr consider another day wasted in addition to today.
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
Exams are finally over. For the moment! (Y) But stupid pts and sip they make me damn worried. I can't wait for the end of the year, but thinking that end of the year means overcoming our very screwed RS, SIP, pts and another load of exams makes me apathetic. Fml.
Exams today were OKAY, although I was utmost overloaded with all the exams that continuously tumbled one after another. First was cheena, which I screwed up but I'm not really concerned about that because my cheena is fail ttm, to the point of no return HAHA. Eng Lit was quite screwed too I found the lack of time annoying because I had to rush through everything while feeling trepidation coursing through my veins and my heart beating so wildly against my chest, my hand hurt after that but thankfully I understood what the romeo and juliet extract was talking about. :)
After that when everyone was already liberated, I had to rush for Malay Exam. :( Life is in sadness (Seriously- HAHAH FAT.) really depressing. I was desperately trying to memorise about pengalaman pertama saya ke perpustakaan (my first experience to the library) and it sort of went in although those small linkages were forgotten. Thankfully, it came out something about this so I could improvise and edit the essay I memorised and paste it in my exam's one. I thought I was pro to have written 3/4 page but wth those muggers exceeded one side, lowering my self-esteem by a level down. :( Wts. HAHA and I had quite alot of time to sleep during the exam cuz I finished damn early, everyone did. :)
Immediately after malay exam, I RUSHED, I FREAKING GULPED DOWN A PACKET OF MILO AND RUSHED TO PHILO CES AT CLC OKAY. And freaking guess what. OUT OF THE WHOLE PHILO SECOND HALF OF THE CLASS, ONLY 4 TURNED UP INCLUDING ME. LIKE WTF. EVERYONE PONNED OKAY. And Jean, our amazing philo rep, who said that ponning was not an option, didn't even turn up like WTFFF. Hmm so what about the attendance? NO ATTENDANCE WAS TAKEN WTF SO I WENT FOR NOTHING. And before that I still told Jean that I had malay exam so I wouldn't be coming, so she marked me absent. Oh my shit I'm so pissed annoying shit omg!!!! &%^$@$!!! At least I learnt more about deontology and consequentialism yeah I know I'm not that a mugger k, nevermind for my own cold comfort, PHILO IS IMPORTANT YOU NEED AN ADEQUATE TO BE PROMOTED AT LEAST I WENT SO IT'S FOR MY OWN BENEFIT. But still wtf I'm pissed at not being acknowledged for rushing down immediately after malay exam when the philo rep didn't even turn up to mark attendance and when I had a valid reason not to turn up. I'M TOO GOOD. (Y) But GTF(HAHA FAT) seriously for being so idiotic.
I didn't see milo today sadness ttm :( Nevermind. Tue then. :)
MY BRACES ARE HURTING MY TEETH EVERYWHERE MY WHOLE MOUTH IS PRACTICALLY SORE. :((((( I have like small ulcers erupting everywhere and this big ulcer at the right top hand corner of my mouth where the hook of the bracket which areas sharp as a needle keeps rubbing the underside of my lip. It stings when I try to put the ulcer gel to soothe the pain. :( NEVERMIND IT WILL BE WORTH IT 2 YEARS PLUS LATER I WILL LOOK BACK AND LAUGH AT THE PAIN. :D IT WILL BE WORTH IT IT WILL BE WORTH IT. IT WILL BE SO DAMN WORTH IT. How's that for consolation. :) Just maybe 2 weeks later and I'll be used to it, of course before the dentist tightens the braces butttttt I'm looking forward to the prospect of no more ulcers. (Y)
I changed my blogskin cuz I was too bored and I didn''t feel like mugging. Okay shit I need to start on RS and SIP report ASAP I don't wanna let milo down for rs and I want my SIP grades to be at least decent arghhh, it's annoying how you don't wish to care but the inner good part of you tells you hell no you must do it. :(
Bye world I still have gym in the afternoon tmr consider another day wasted in addition to today.
