I really don't know what to believe. It just seems that we don't talk so much now. It seems like we don't try to further understand each other and it seems like we are drifting apart. Is it just me or what. Sometimes I'm really hurt but I try to mask up and smile like everything's just fine. Sometimes I'm not even sure if you really mean what you said or you're just joking, or really meaning it but telling me that you're joking. And then you ask me why what I say about you is not up to your expectations and not good enough. So what am I supposed to say? Am I supposed to cringe and say 'sorry you're not trying hard enough' or put on my best martyr face and coo about how excessively sweet you are. Maybe you're still unaware about how some things you do make me feel hurt and disconcerted. Revert back to the you that I'm used to,pretty please? Or perhaps I should just adapt.
Screw this shit. I think I'm just being paranoid and making a mountain out of a molehill because I care too much.
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
I really don't know what to believe. It just seems that we don't talk so much now. It seems like we don't try to further understand each other and it seems like we are drifting apart. Is it just me or what. Sometimes I'm really hurt but I try to mask up and smile like everything's just fine. Sometimes I'm not even sure if you really mean what you said or you're just joking, or really meaning it but telling me that you're joking. And then you ask me why what I say about you is not up to your expectations and not good enough. So what am I supposed to say? Am I supposed to cringe and say 'sorry you're not trying hard enough' or put on my best martyr face and coo about how excessively sweet you are. Maybe you're still unaware about how some things you do make me feel hurt and disconcerted. Revert back to the you that I'm used to,pretty please? Or perhaps I should just adapt.
Screw this shit. I think I'm just being paranoid and making a mountain out of a molehill because I care too much.
