I just feel damn hopeless now. I feel utmost messed up in my school work. Like what the hell are the teachers talking about?
I was sick yesterday and I think my lack of sleep was and is the major contributing factor! :( They say you'll grow taller if you sleep more. But given my limitations, how the hell can I? I'll be thankful if I get 6 hours of sleep a day. FML.
I felt damn screwed up yesterday, fretting over the pile of notes that I did not have the immunity to digest. Today, when I went to school, another pile of notes and worksheets awaited me. Omg what is thisssssss. Really. And I haven't exactly have the time to start on the 2 piles. What about revision for history the killer, chinese my personal killer and malay, which I totally heck already? I'M LIKE SO DEAD.
RS on tuesday was of course, absolutely BOOMZ. And I seriously don't wanna tweak the research question back to efficiency in desiccants. I wanna continue finding alternatives for desiccants. It's a much livelier topic isn't it. :( I REALLY HOPE WE CAN DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.
I have rsp class tmr in the morning and gym. They clash, head on. Gym or RSP? I don't think ms Tan will let me pon gym for rsp since comp is like what? 2 WEEKS (OR LESS) away? I think I'll just die for comp. Last year wasn't so bad. THIS YEAR. WOW. ALL THE PRO PRO JUNIORS ARE ALL HERE TO COMPETE WITH ME (including within this school and others like St' Nicholas and CHIJ Toa Payoh?) Omg. Dslr.
ARGHHH eh I realised that my birthday falls on tue! HEHEHE WHICH MEANS... :)
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
I just feel damn hopeless now. I feel utmost messed up in my school work. Like what the hell are the teachers talking about?
I was sick yesterday and I think my lack of sleep was and is the major contributing factor! :( They say you'll grow taller if you sleep more. But given my limitations, how the hell can I? I'll be thankful if I get 6 hours of sleep a day. FML.
I felt damn screwed up yesterday, fretting over the pile of notes that I did not have the immunity to digest. Today, when I went to school, another pile of notes and worksheets awaited me. Omg what is thisssssss. Really. And I haven't exactly have the time to start on the 2 piles. What about revision for history the killer, chinese my personal killer and malay, which I totally heck already? I'M LIKE SO DEAD.
RS on tuesday was of course, absolutely BOOMZ. And I seriously don't wanna tweak the research question back to efficiency in desiccants. I wanna continue finding alternatives for desiccants. It's a much livelier topic isn't it. :( I REALLY HOPE WE CAN DO SOMETHING ABOUT THIS.
I have rsp class tmr in the morning and gym. They clash, head on. Gym or RSP? I don't think ms Tan will let me pon gym for rsp since comp is like what? 2 WEEKS (OR LESS) away? I think I'll just die for comp. Last year wasn't so bad. THIS YEAR. WOW. ALL THE PRO PRO JUNIORS ARE ALL HERE TO COMPETE WITH ME (including within this school and others like St' Nicholas and CHIJ Toa Payoh?) Omg. Dslr.
ARGHHH eh I realised that my birthday falls on tue! HEHEHE WHICH MEANS... :)
