The moment of truth, all unleashed tomorrow. I'll be lying if I said that I didn't give a damn because even the foolishest person knows how much it will mean to me I hope that it'll be pleasant and make my day but even if everything turns out the other way round, at least I'd tried, I'd tried my best and according to your motto, I would have made you proud, regardless. No second regrets.
All I can do is to cross my fingers and hope for the best. As much as I don't wish to envisage the possibility of a negative ending, I still have to prepare my heart beforehand, to ensure that I won't crumble to pieces if tomorrow's result turns out all wrong.
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Today I felt like dozing off in class like a dozen times. In fact, I think I did actually. PE was the first period and we had to run 4 rounds before taking our heart rates. I think I'm pleased with myself although I knew that maybe I'd deproved. Because I didn't stop during the course of that four rounds around the track. I think holding on to what you set in your mind gives you the greatest sense of satisfaction. :)
RECESS WAS INFURIATING. After PE, we were extremely elated when we went for recess. After buying our food and settling down at the tables, guess what?
THE FIRE ALARM RANG.
And what did we freaking have to do? We had to abandon our majorly-uneaten food and walk to the field. During that long duration of being away from our food, i think mine got attacked by birds. Hell knows. It was the only one gone (my friends' ones were still intact and the uncle was super nice to use a plate to cover Judith's one). I didn't want to further waste my money so I went to buy biscuits. Dslr. I swear I was so annoyed by the firealarm's awesome timing. I know it's important, but please next time, ring it at some boring lesson's time. Not when I had my food spread out in front of me and then you told me that I had to abandon it for something else. D:
Yes and I sure did nod to sleep during biology lesson. Guess I was too exhausted and clouded. I missed by a few minutes to see ms loh again. D:
I slept unwillingly during malay class today. Like for a few seconds then I snapped up and then slept again. Sorry but I really couldn't control myself. My handwriting was incoherent, LOL.
I collected my new specs today! However, it seriously looks weird on me now, after I've spent about 1 year and 2 months on my white-framed specs. It's brown now btw. :)
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
The moment of truth, all unleashed tomorrow. I'll be lying if I said that I didn't give a damn because even the foolishest person knows how much it will mean to me I hope that it'll be pleasant and make my day but even if everything turns out the other way round, at least I'd tried, I'd tried my best and according to your motto, I would have made you proud, regardless. No second regrets.
All I can do is to cross my fingers and hope for the best. As much as I don't wish to envisage the possibility of a negative ending, I still have to prepare my heart beforehand, to ensure that I won't crumble to pieces if tomorrow's result turns out all wrong.
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Today I felt like dozing off in class like a dozen times. In fact, I think I did actually. PE was the first period and we had to run 4 rounds before taking our heart rates. I think I'm pleased with myself although I knew that maybe I'd deproved. Because I didn't stop during the course of that four rounds around the track. I think holding on to what you set in your mind gives you the greatest sense of satisfaction. :)
RECESS WAS INFURIATING. After PE, we were extremely elated when we went for recess. After buying our food and settling down at the tables, guess what?
THE FIRE ALARM RANG.
And what did we freaking have to do? We had to abandon our majorly-uneaten food and walk to the field. During that long duration of being away from our food, i think mine got attacked by birds. Hell knows. It was the only one gone (my friends' ones were still intact and the uncle was super nice to use a plate to cover Judith's one). I didn't want to further waste my money so I went to buy biscuits. Dslr. I swear I was so annoyed by the firealarm's awesome timing. I know it's important, but please next time, ring it at some boring lesson's time. Not when I had my food spread out in front of me and then you told me that I had to abandon it for something else. D:
Yes and I sure did nod to sleep during biology lesson. Guess I was too exhausted and clouded. I missed by a few minutes to see ms loh again. D:
I slept unwillingly during malay class today. Like for a few seconds then I snapped up and then slept again. Sorry but I really couldn't control myself. My handwriting was incoherent, LOL.
I collected my new specs today! However, it seriously looks weird on me now, after I've spent about 1 year and 2 months on my white-framed specs. It's brown now btw. :)
