Training yesterday was practically close to hell. D: I think I almost died like seriously... During the second set, my vision was a vast sea of yellow (?!) sprinkled with a few stars and completed with two damn blocked ears. I tried to get my freaking ears to resume to normal but to no avail. And the worst part was for the first time in my life, I couldn't breathe properly and I was gasping for air. I couldn't hear properly but I think Pau heard one of the very audible gasps so she turned around and asked me if I was okay. BUT I REALLY COULDN'T FREAKING BREATHE. And... there is like 1000 more future trainings which will be as hellish-like as this? OMG I THINK I'LL JUST QUIT RGYM AND JOIN NCC AIR. D: I think Coach is crazy by dishing out to us such a large dose of physical training even when training is freaking 4 times a week. :(
Anyway, today was the rsp cultural camp. Sad life, as if time is not enough, we still have rsp things to keep us further occupied.
However the camp wasn't as bad as I thought, although the place itself (Pulau Ubin) sucked big time. There were like aafhgshgdh amount of mosquitoes and other foreign insects so I'm glad that we were asked to wear track pants. HEHE AND WTH I GOT SECOND IN THE GROUP FOR TRADITIONAL COOKING AND FIRST IN THE GROUP FOR BATIK PAINTING HAHAHA. I was like wth? And the prize was so lame- two disks that taught you how to speak malay HAHAHA. Heidi wanted to give her sister one so I gave her mine since I won't use it anyway 8)
And Changi Jetty was super close to my home compared to orchard but... the teachers didn't allow us to go home from there not unless our parents were there to fetch us. Since it was 5 and my mum couldn't make it, I had to travel back to school and then go home from there so I was like wth @%#%$@#$%! Wasted trip, again. :( HAISH they should have just let us wait at Changi Jetty for our parents to come. So... I traveled back to school and my mum came to fetch me. Then, we were caught in a freaking jam haishhhhh waste time! :@
There is still a continuation of the camp tmr at ACS (I) :( but the awesome thing is that I can skip training WHEEE At least for the day there will be no 10 rounds around the hall + (double skipping (50)+ Tiptoing thing (30) + leg lifting (50)x 3 sets) :D
Oh and btw, I saw Caleb at the camp but he dao-ed me again, how annoying. D:
AND when I went back to school I saw girls walking through the foyer with the OSL Cambodia shirt so I got so excited that I immediately jumped up to see if Ms Loh's car was still there but I don't think it was there. But then when my mum drove past the school gate, I think that I saw the back of something that resembled somewhat like Ms Loh's model although it was freaking blocked by some random bushes (so I couldn't compare it with the car plate number which I had memorized by heart) and I was not very sure if it was silver or champagne gold. D:
I miss you so much thinking about you just tears me apart
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
Training yesterday was practically close to hell. D: I think I almost died like seriously... During the second set, my vision was a vast sea of yellow (?!) sprinkled with a few stars and completed with two damn blocked ears. I tried to get my freaking ears to resume to normal but to no avail. And the worst part was for the first time in my life, I couldn't breathe properly and I was gasping for air. I couldn't hear properly but I think Pau heard one of the very audible gasps so she turned around and asked me if I was okay. BUT I REALLY COULDN'T FREAKING BREATHE. And... there is like 1000 more future trainings which will be as hellish-like as this? OMG I THINK I'LL JUST QUIT RGYM AND JOIN NCC AIR. D: I think Coach is crazy by dishing out to us such a large dose of physical training even when training is freaking 4 times a week. :(
Anyway, today was the rsp cultural camp. Sad life, as if time is not enough, we still have rsp things to keep us further occupied.
However the camp wasn't as bad as I thought, although the place itself (Pulau Ubin) sucked big time. There were like aafhgshgdh amount of mosquitoes and other foreign insects so I'm glad that we were asked to wear track pants. HEHE AND WTH I GOT SECOND IN THE GROUP FOR TRADITIONAL COOKING AND FIRST IN THE GROUP FOR BATIK PAINTING HAHAHA. I was like wth? And the prize was so lame- two disks that taught you how to speak malay HAHAHA. Heidi wanted to give her sister one so I gave her mine since I won't use it anyway 8)
And Changi Jetty was super close to my home compared to orchard but... the teachers didn't allow us to go home from there not unless our parents were there to fetch us. Since it was 5 and my mum couldn't make it, I had to travel back to school and then go home from there so I was like wth @%#%$@#$%! Wasted trip, again. :( HAISH they should have just let us wait at Changi Jetty for our parents to come. So... I traveled back to school and my mum came to fetch me. Then, we were caught in a freaking jam haishhhhh waste time! :@
There is still a continuation of the camp tmr at ACS (I) :( but the awesome thing is that I can skip training WHEEE At least for the day there will be no 10 rounds around the hall + (double skipping (50)+ Tiptoing thing (30) + leg lifting (50)x 3 sets) :D
Oh and btw, I saw Caleb at the camp but he dao-ed me again, how annoying. D:
AND when I went back to school I saw girls walking through the foyer with the OSL Cambodia shirt so I got so excited that I immediately jumped up to see if Ms Loh's car was still there but I don't think it was there. But then when my mum drove past the school gate, I think that I saw the back of something that resembled somewhat like Ms Loh's model although it was freaking blocked by some random bushes (so I couldn't compare it with the car plate number which I had memorized by heart) and I was not very sure if it was silver or champagne gold. D:
I miss you so much thinking about you just tears me apart
