Maybe this attributes to the awakening of the fact that now, there is a 0% chance of ever bumping into my hero again until next year.
And she isn't online. Omg, my poor hero, probably mugging her way through to her masters. :( Sometimes, I really regret... if I could have studied much much harder and pushed my limits, would I be able to achieve at least a high 3.6 for chem? Sigh. I don't see the point of crying over split milk anyway.
I think now the best I can do is to pray for Ms Loh that she gets her masters. Given her capability and ability to answer questions despite the ambiguity, I think and really hope that she will. (:
I really wish that I was in 108 so that Ms Loh could disclose all her personal information to the class like how she did to Koh Huey (108). :(
RSP field trip to Thai, Burmese and Flipino enclaves in Singapore was slightly enlightening but nevertheless, still boring and tiring. So much for APEC so I thought that we couldn't access and drive into the main gate so my mum alighted me at the bus stop and I had to walk a winding road. Wasted energy?
Now I wish that I have school so as to at least have a chance to maybe bump into Ms Loh? You know Clarie and I wanted so much to cross into Ms Loh's path and request if we could hug her if we met her alone? But too bad, she was with so many teachers in the hall so how could we? By the time the teachers took their leave Ms Loh walked so fast Clarie and me didn't manage to see her when we squeezed out of the hall.
:(
I really abhor this helpless, oppressive feeling of not being able to do as you please. But I can't be selfish, yes? Anything to see you again...
P/s: Can anyone empathize with my feelings? (Sigh I bet you guys are thinking that I'mma homo shit :/ )
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
Maybe this attributes to the awakening of the fact that now, there is a 0% chance of ever bumping into my hero again until next year.
And she isn't online. Omg, my poor hero, probably mugging her way through to her masters. :( Sometimes, I really regret... if I could have studied much much harder and pushed my limits, would I be able to achieve at least a high 3.6 for chem? Sigh. I don't see the point of crying over split milk anyway.
I think now the best I can do is to pray for Ms Loh that she gets her masters. Given her capability and ability to answer questions despite the ambiguity, I think and really hope that she will. (:
I really wish that I was in 108 so that Ms Loh could disclose all her personal information to the class like how she did to Koh Huey (108). :(
RSP field trip to Thai, Burmese and Flipino enclaves in Singapore was slightly enlightening but nevertheless, still boring and tiring. So much for APEC so I thought that we couldn't access and drive into the main gate so my mum alighted me at the bus stop and I had to walk a winding road. Wasted energy?
Now I wish that I have school so as to at least have a chance to maybe bump into Ms Loh? You know Clarie and I wanted so much to cross into Ms Loh's path and request if we could hug her if we met her alone? But too bad, she was with so many teachers in the hall so how could we? By the time the teachers took their leave Ms Loh walked so fast Clarie and me didn't manage to see her when we squeezed out of the hall.
:(
I really abhor this helpless, oppressive feeling of not being able to do as you please. But I can't be selfish, yes? Anything to see you again...
P/s: Can anyone empathize with my feelings? (Sigh I bet you guys are thinking that I'mma homo shit :/ )
