There's never been a cloudier day since this month than today. :(
Sigh, it's just bad news toppling over another bad news... life really sucks. D: WHERE THE HELL HAS ALL THE BOOMZ IN THE WORLD GONE TO?
I'm tired of everything, sick of pushing myself to be someone better, sick of trying to be a better friend, sick of rejection and most of all sick of vain efforts that back fire.
The world isn't really fair is it?
And the lousy weather has just aggravated my low spirits. And you know what's the worst thing?
Ms Loh is departing to Cambodia this Sunday on a 6 am flight. D: Knowing that I won't meet her again is already bad enough. However, knowing that she will not be in Singapore for 2 to 3 weeks is absolutely crushing. :( I WISH THAT I WAS IN OSL CAMBODIA. Urghh. Nevertheless, I'll continue praying that she gets her masters and have a safe flight :) Please God, please?
Second item on my needed creations list, an answer machine...
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
There's never been a cloudier day since this month than today. :(
Sigh, it's just bad news toppling over another bad news... life really sucks. D: WHERE THE HELL HAS ALL THE BOOMZ IN THE WORLD GONE TO?
I'm tired of everything, sick of pushing myself to be someone better, sick of trying to be a better friend, sick of rejection and most of all sick of vain efforts that back fire.
The world isn't really fair is it?
And the lousy weather has just aggravated my low spirits. And you know what's the worst thing?
Ms Loh is departing to Cambodia this Sunday on a 6 am flight. D: Knowing that I won't meet her again is already bad enough. However, knowing that she will not be in Singapore for 2 to 3 weeks is absolutely crushing. :( I WISH THAT I WAS IN OSL CAMBODIA. Urghh. Nevertheless, I'll continue praying that she gets her masters and have a safe flight :) Please God, please?
Second item on my needed creations list, an answer machine...
