There was training today, urgh. Nevertheless, every time after training, I'll have a sense of unexplanatory satisfaction of achieving something there isn't to achieve. Surviving the whole process with integrity perhaps?
Plus today was some embarrassing shit day HAHA.
Firstly I wore my gym shirt inside out (!!!) and secondly, I freaking almost forgot to don on my gym shorts before wearing my normal shorts. Imagine if I hadn't realised, and just carelessly pulled down my normal shorts without checking when it was training time... (OMG HAHAHA) Thirdly, and the most embarrassing moment was that on the way home from training, I was standing in this crowded bus and it was my stop next. Hence, I wanted to press the "stop" bell. Who knew, I had itchy fingers so I decided to press the lower button meant for the disabled and... this freaking different bell tone sounded. OMG EMBARRASSING LIKE SOME HELL AND THERE I STOOD LIKE SOME FRANTIC CHICKEN WITH EVERYONE STARING AT ME OMG. Hell manz, I thought it would be the same tone!!! D: The worst thing was that I was on earphones blasting music so I didn't realised that the bell was of a different tone so I was happily standing over there thinking "what a quirky ringtone someone had" when it suddenly dawned on me that it was the special alarm I had depressed. HAHAHAHAHA. :/ So I quickly went to press the normal bell and looked down,blushing like some baboon HEHE. I was so glad that I alighted as soon as I could.
AND JALLENE IS SUCH AN EGO FAT POK I SWEAR SHE HAS AN ELEPHANT'S SKIN HAHA. Fine manz I'll grant your wish FAT and I'll tell the whole world that I miss you lah haha happy now? :) TSK.
Anyway, Jarlini is so nonsense manz, I was drinking some soup then she had to type in her experience during dinner where she suddenly thought of chanchan typing in google search for the song "where is the love" for geog and then the next page wrote a "FORBIDDEN" HAHAHAAHAH plus that time only we were laughing at her like some mad cow. Thanks alot, I was almost spitting out everything that I had swallowed HAHAHAHA. OMG CHANCHAN YOU ARE HILARIOUS HAHAHA. Somemore the moment the song started playing, ChanChan was like bobbing her head up and down, snapping her fingers and singing along HAHAHAHA. So much for laughter manz. :)
Oh what about Ms Ha?! HEHEHEHE "Who wins? Bread or Kopi?" "Huh?" "Kopi lah! Becuz' bread is breadtalk and kopi is kopitiam, so you all tiam tiam tiammmmmmm." HAHAHA and there she answered her own joke. Omg Ms Ha you are so funny. :P
Talking about teachers, I can't believe I traded my chem file for Elaine's bio file today during training. Plus, dear Elaine forgot to bring her bio file. HAHAHA despite me reminding her on sms. :) TSK MANZ. But that's not the crux. All my memories were inside that file. Including my shitty chem paper. I guess if you mean literally, I would have given all my memories away. JOY TO THE WORLD.
I miss school. I miss sitting in the slacker area. I miss writing notes to FAT and Chewy. I miss laughing about how shitty our teachers were. I miss enjoying the hilarious episode of:
ChanChan: "Jarlynnn, stand up! Have you done your homework?"
FAT: *Shakes head* "I cannot find it." *Acts blur, smiles and pretends searching.*
ChanChan: Nevermind by the time you find, class would be over."
*Throws Jarlini a question *Jarlini gives a crap answer HAHAHAHAHA *Jarlini found her paper *It's blank *ChanChan raids our area
ChanChan: You never do your homework is it? You stand up. See you must learn from your two deskmates.
*Chewy smiles. *ChanChan flips open my worksheet, then Chewy's
ChanChan: "You (Chewy) also stand up."
HAHAHAHAHA WHAT AN EPISODE HEH. PLUS I miss writing shitty notes to Jarlini regarding KittyPwncess, Spongeboobsquarepantszxz, =),=D,^^,^^v! AND ALL THE GROSS SHIT HAHA.
I still remember how muggerified we both felt during that email lesson during english. HAHA.
HAHAHAA AND WHAT ABOUT THE PLASTICINE CLAY which came in so many colours? I was trying to make a GuJunPyo face with Yuhua and then after awhile, his hair fell off HAHAHA. But Yuhua was more fail can. Hers was instantly BALD. :D
I'M SO PRO MANZ.
HAISH. I miss sec 1 life, as crazy as it may be during the PT period and frustrating times. Sec 2 life seems much more daunting than this. :(
I should really start tuning to mugger-mode. I can still remember the promise I made to myself (with Shing and Yuhua and Tong) immediately after chem paper release- to be really focus during lessons and draw up a daily revision plan. Looking back, it sounds really naive to me haha. But it wasn't my fault, no? I mean, my lousy marks and letting ___ down was too much a motivation for me. BUT Who was I kidding. I'M NOT CUT OUT FOR THIS LIKE MAYBE JEAN? BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I SHOULDN'T TRY. :) Afterall, it's still a promise right?
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
There was training today, urgh. Nevertheless, every time after training, I'll have a sense of unexplanatory satisfaction of achieving something there isn't to achieve. Surviving the whole process with integrity perhaps?
Plus today was some embarrassing shit day HAHA.
Firstly I wore my gym shirt inside out (!!!) and secondly, I freaking almost forgot to don on my gym shorts before wearing my normal shorts. Imagine if I hadn't realised, and just carelessly pulled down my normal shorts without checking when it was training time... (OMG HAHAHA) Thirdly, and the most embarrassing moment was that on the way home from training, I was standing in this crowded bus and it was my stop next. Hence, I wanted to press the "stop" bell. Who knew, I had itchy fingers so I decided to press the lower button meant for the disabled and... this freaking different bell tone sounded. OMG EMBARRASSING LIKE SOME HELL AND THERE I STOOD LIKE SOME FRANTIC CHICKEN WITH EVERYONE STARING AT ME OMG. Hell manz, I thought it would be the same tone!!! D: The worst thing was that I was on earphones blasting music so I didn't realised that the bell was of a different tone so I was happily standing over there thinking "what a quirky ringtone someone had" when it suddenly dawned on me that it was the special alarm I had depressed. HAHAHAHAHA. :/ So I quickly went to press the normal bell and looked down,blushing like some baboon HEHE. I was so glad that I alighted as soon as I could.
AND JALLENE IS SUCH AN EGO FAT POK I SWEAR SHE HAS AN ELEPHANT'S SKIN HAHA. Fine manz I'll grant your wish FAT and I'll tell the whole world that I miss you lah haha happy now? :) TSK.
Anyway, Jarlini is so nonsense manz, I was drinking some soup then she had to type in her experience during dinner where she suddenly thought of chanchan typing in google search for the song "where is the love" for geog and then the next page wrote a "FORBIDDEN" HAHAHAAHAH plus that time only we were laughing at her like some mad cow. Thanks alot, I was almost spitting out everything that I had swallowed HAHAHAHA. OMG CHANCHAN YOU ARE HILARIOUS HAHAHA. Somemore the moment the song started playing, ChanChan was like bobbing her head up and down, snapping her fingers and singing along HAHAHAHA. So much for laughter manz. :)
Oh what about Ms Ha?! HEHEHEHE "Who wins? Bread or Kopi?" "Huh?" "Kopi lah! Becuz' bread is breadtalk and kopi is kopitiam, so you all tiam tiam tiammmmmmm." HAHAHA and there she answered her own joke. Omg Ms Ha you are so funny. :P
Talking about teachers, I can't believe I traded my chem file for Elaine's bio file today during training. Plus, dear Elaine forgot to bring her bio file. HAHAHA despite me reminding her on sms. :) TSK MANZ. But that's not the crux. All my memories were inside that file. Including my shitty chem paper. I guess if you mean literally, I would have given all my memories away. JOY TO THE WORLD.
I miss school. I miss sitting in the slacker area. I miss writing notes to FAT and Chewy. I miss laughing about how shitty our teachers were. I miss enjoying the hilarious episode of:
ChanChan: "Jarlynnn, stand up! Have you done your homework?"
FAT: *Shakes head* "I cannot find it." *Acts blur, smiles and pretends searching.*
ChanChan: Nevermind by the time you find, class would be over."
*Throws Jarlini a question *Jarlini gives a crap answer HAHAHAHAHA *Jarlini found her paper *It's blank *ChanChan raids our area
ChanChan: You never do your homework is it? You stand up. See you must learn from your two deskmates.
*Chewy smiles. *ChanChan flips open my worksheet, then Chewy's
ChanChan: "You (Chewy) also stand up."
HAHAHAHAHA WHAT AN EPISODE HEH. PLUS I miss writing shitty notes to Jarlini regarding KittyPwncess, Spongeboobsquarepantszxz, =),=D,^^,^^v! AND ALL THE GROSS SHIT HAHA.
I still remember how muggerified we both felt during that email lesson during english. HAHA.
HAHAHAA AND WHAT ABOUT THE PLASTICINE CLAY which came in so many colours? I was trying to make a GuJunPyo face with Yuhua and then after awhile, his hair fell off HAHAHA. But Yuhua was more fail can. Hers was instantly BALD. :D
I'M SO PRO MANZ.
HAISH. I miss sec 1 life, as crazy as it may be during the PT period and frustrating times. Sec 2 life seems much more daunting than this. :(
I should really start tuning to mugger-mode. I can still remember the promise I made to myself (with Shing and Yuhua and Tong) immediately after chem paper release- to be really focus during lessons and draw up a daily revision plan. Looking back, it sounds really naive to me haha. But it wasn't my fault, no? I mean, my lousy marks and letting ___ down was too much a motivation for me. BUT Who was I kidding. I'M NOT CUT OUT FOR THIS LIKE MAYBE JEAN? BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I SHOULDN'T TRY. :) Afterall, it's still a promise right?
