I tried to count the number of stars in your eyes but they were uncountable
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Time has a way with everything...
Final day and it's byebye for two to three weeks. D: How in the world am I supposed to survive knowing that you are not in the best conditions? What if you had a stomachache from all the God knows how clean food that you eat? I still remember you telling us during one chemistry lesson, how undesirable the conditions of Cambodia was... where even the most 'decent' restaurant in the city area had dead flies inside the food. D: And how you tried to poke through your food and attempt to eat some so that you would not be deemed rude and hard to please. Oh and what about when you were eating in that restaurant and a stray dog circled around your table and you were really scared? <3 OMG Nevertheless, if you are still in OSL Cambodia when I'm in Sec 3, I will definitely join!!! :D Haish, why do you wanna bond with adbul manz, bond with me better!!! :B I've been thinking about you alot of times, be it on the train, in the shower or during gym. Flashbacks, those flashbacks...urghhh how I bloody miss them! D: But every one of these flashbacks, accompanied with no boundaries, never fail to make me smile. Hmmm... The praises, how elated you looked when "No Boundaries" was played during Teachers Day performance, how you stuck out your tongue when it was during H1N1 peak period and no air-cons were allowed in classrooms so you wanted to teach chem in the magic lab but it was occupied, the beautiful and absolutely motivating comments scribbled in your own handwriting, how you answered questions with ease when I asked them, how much that moment lasted forever when I hugged you during Teachers Day and that comforting perfume smell, how you commended me when you specially called us (Jarlini, Chewy, Shing, Yuhua) outside for a personal talk, the heartfelt conversation that left me brimming with tears as well as the very recent one and lastly, how disappointed I was with myself for attaining results much below your academic expectations. :(
So many memories to keep me occupied, some which left me grinning like a fool in the middle of a train ride back home, and others which left my heart pricked with guilt and shame for letting you down.
Bittersweet but still, definitely worth replaying... :)
I'm currently reading the book "My Teacher is my Hero" and it really reminds me of your unwavering faith, utmost patience and positive outlooks. :)
Anyway, have a safe trip to and back! :)
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Today's training was not so bad if not for the fact that I developed a stomachache before training actually started and I suppressed it until physical training was more than half over, though I still did most of the physical training despite my tummy hurting like hell. Dedicated or what manz :)
And halfway through, I was smiling like some stupid shit while doing my ribbons when I thought of the offline message yesterday :B
I'm freaking looking forward to:
1) Gym chalet on the 24 for me omg yes! 2) MEETING UP WITH <3s for the release of PSLE results! Omg must settle this ASAP WHEEE I still remember last year's scene vividly HAHAHA :>
STILL tmr will be a hard day to get by knowing that you will not be online till 2/3 weeks later...
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
I tried to count the number of stars in your eyes but they were uncountable
Saturday, November 21, 2009
Time has a way with everything...
Final day and it's byebye for two to three weeks. D: How in the world am I supposed to survive knowing that you are not in the best conditions? What if you had a stomachache from all the God knows how clean food that you eat? I still remember you telling us during one chemistry lesson, how undesirable the conditions of Cambodia was... where even the most 'decent' restaurant in the city area had dead flies inside the food. D: And how you tried to poke through your food and attempt to eat some so that you would not be deemed rude and hard to please. Oh and what about when you were eating in that restaurant and a stray dog circled around your table and you were really scared? <3 OMG Nevertheless, if you are still in OSL Cambodia when I'm in Sec 3, I will definitely join!!! :D Haish, why do you wanna bond with adbul manz, bond with me better!!! :B I've been thinking about you alot of times, be it on the train, in the shower or during gym. Flashbacks, those flashbacks...urghhh how I bloody miss them! D: But every one of these flashbacks, accompanied with no boundaries, never fail to make me smile. Hmmm... The praises, how elated you looked when "No Boundaries" was played during Teachers Day performance, how you stuck out your tongue when it was during H1N1 peak period and no air-cons were allowed in classrooms so you wanted to teach chem in the magic lab but it was occupied, the beautiful and absolutely motivating comments scribbled in your own handwriting, how you answered questions with ease when I asked them, how much that moment lasted forever when I hugged you during Teachers Day and that comforting perfume smell, how you commended me when you specially called us (Jarlini, Chewy, Shing, Yuhua) outside for a personal talk, the heartfelt conversation that left me brimming with tears as well as the very recent one and lastly, how disappointed I was with myself for attaining results much below your academic expectations. :(
So many memories to keep me occupied, some which left me grinning like a fool in the middle of a train ride back home, and others which left my heart pricked with guilt and shame for letting you down.
Bittersweet but still, definitely worth replaying... :)
I'm currently reading the book "My Teacher is my Hero" and it really reminds me of your unwavering faith, utmost patience and positive outlooks. :)
Anyway, have a safe trip to and back! :)
--
Today's training was not so bad if not for the fact that I developed a stomachache before training actually started and I suppressed it until physical training was more than half over, though I still did most of the physical training despite my tummy hurting like hell. Dedicated or what manz :)
And halfway through, I was smiling like some stupid shit while doing my ribbons when I thought of the offline message yesterday :B
I'm freaking looking forward to:
1) Gym chalet on the 24 for me omg yes! 2) MEETING UP WITH <3s for the release of PSLE results! Omg must settle this ASAP WHEEE I still remember last year's scene vividly HAHAHA :>
STILL tmr will be a hard day to get by knowing that you will not be online till 2/3 weeks later...
