I'm jealous of ppl in house comm I'm jealous of rich ppl I'm jealous of ppl with ipod touch I'm jealous of ppl who became jpsl I'm jealous of people with straight teeth I'm jealous of people who are gifted I'm jealous of people with freedom I'm jealous of people who can swim I'm jealous of people who can play the piano I'm jealous of people who have musical talents I'm jealous of people who have their own comp I'm jealous of people who have a lot of food in their house I'm jealous of 108 because they have ms loh as their cled I'm jealous of tall people I'm jealous of people who know so much about Ms Loh I'm jealous of people who mug alot I'm jealous of people who have perfect eyesight I'm jealous of lucky people I'm jealous of people who did extremely well for chemistry exam
HAISH sometimes I don't know why I'm often not contented with what I have... I just told Jarlini and she said that I should be contented that I have a roof over my head, a family and friends.
TRUE ENOUGH. Shit why am I so unsensible. I should really join OSL Cambodia to feel that I'm more fortunate than them as well as *inserts smiley face here*... TEEHEE
On the other hand,
I dislike it when people dots me when I'm confessing something to them I dislike it when people give me the -.- face when I'm pouring my heart out into the convo and then they make me feel so insignificant I dislike it when I'm constantly reminded that I'm not in something that I really desire I dislike it when people dao me when I wave at them because it makes me look like an idiot waving at particularly no one I dislike it when people rub salt to my wounds when I'm already feeling despondent I dislike it when I get lousier marks then my peers when I think that I worked harder than them I dislike it when I try to comfort someone and he/she asks me to shut up I dislike it when people abandon me for another better partner for a field trip I dislike it when I miss Ms Loh I dislike it when I meet a bossy bitch who thinks that she is the world and is so self delusional that she thinks that everyone likes her so she goes around pulling away my friend when I'm talking to my friend. I dislike it when someone teases me on facebook for the whole world to see I dislike it when I have a force a smile and say that I'm okay when inside I'm dying I dislike it when I have to strengthen myself and comfort someone knowing that no one will be there for me when I need emotional support. I dislike it when I'm alone and have to overcome obstacles by myself I dislike it when I feel like studying and when I've taken out my books, the feeling goes away and I feel lazy all over again
Well that's life I guess. And happy 301 th post! :)
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
I'm jealous of ppl in house comm I'm jealous of rich ppl I'm jealous of ppl with ipod touch I'm jealous of ppl who became jpsl I'm jealous of people with straight teeth I'm jealous of people who are gifted I'm jealous of people with freedom I'm jealous of people who can swim I'm jealous of people who can play the piano I'm jealous of people who have musical talents I'm jealous of people who have their own comp I'm jealous of people who have a lot of food in their house I'm jealous of 108 because they have ms loh as their cled I'm jealous of tall people I'm jealous of people who know so much about Ms Loh I'm jealous of people who mug alot I'm jealous of people who have perfect eyesight I'm jealous of lucky people I'm jealous of people who did extremely well for chemistry exam
HAISH sometimes I don't know why I'm often not contented with what I have... I just told Jarlini and she said that I should be contented that I have a roof over my head, a family and friends.
TRUE ENOUGH. Shit why am I so unsensible. I should really join OSL Cambodia to feel that I'm more fortunate than them as well as *inserts smiley face here*... TEEHEE
On the other hand,
I dislike it when people dots me when I'm confessing something to them I dislike it when people give me the -.- face when I'm pouring my heart out into the convo and then they make me feel so insignificant I dislike it when I'm constantly reminded that I'm not in something that I really desire I dislike it when people dao me when I wave at them because it makes me look like an idiot waving at particularly no one I dislike it when people rub salt to my wounds when I'm already feeling despondent I dislike it when I get lousier marks then my peers when I think that I worked harder than them I dislike it when I try to comfort someone and he/she asks me to shut up I dislike it when people abandon me for another better partner for a field trip I dislike it when I miss Ms Loh I dislike it when I meet a bossy bitch who thinks that she is the world and is so self delusional that she thinks that everyone likes her so she goes around pulling away my friend when I'm talking to my friend. I dislike it when someone teases me on facebook for the whole world to see I dislike it when I have a force a smile and say that I'm okay when inside I'm dying I dislike it when I have to strengthen myself and comfort someone knowing that no one will be there for me when I need emotional support. I dislike it when I'm alone and have to overcome obstacles by myself I dislike it when I feel like studying and when I've taken out my books, the feeling goes away and I feel lazy all over again
Well that's life I guess. And happy 301 th post! :)
