it's all about letting unpleasantness be and moving on
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Isn't it perplexing how one can programme one's brain to perceive the same incident in two different lights in just a couple of minutes? Just a moment ago, I was reasoning with myself that it was just results I was looking at and it was no big deal. Now, I'm thinking how it's really disappointing to get low marks for something you studied so hard for. Well, isn't it so amazingly frustrating?! Shit this World that we live in.
Screwed up bloody math, big time. One of the lowest scores so far for something I studied goddamn hard for. Dammit. On the other hard, I'm brainwashing myself to take it in a different perspective. I mean, if I could turn back the clock, what would I have done? The truth is, since I attempted to give it my all, I shouldn't feel regretful that the result was horrendous. After all, I really did try. Yes I really did.
Chinese oral and letter writing was relatively okay, just that I missed one freaking 1/2 mark to get my 3.6, damn it.
On a lighter note, today was rather fine for a thursday, otherwise known as an information-packed and boring day. It was saddening that we didn't have chem because it was used for philo, but it was rather mood-lifting to watch Shrek for philo evaluation. (: I like it. Malay oral is finally over, awesome! (although I think I did badly for it, again) Hehe and I like poking Jallene with her markers! Hilarious, haha, we were like chasing each other through the classroom and finally along the corridors to the open. I got a few spots of orange ink, but Jallene ended with vicious streaks, haha serve you right! (: It's amazing how friends can manage to lift up low spirits by a mile. (:
P/s: I just realised that I still have friggin philo journal, argh! P/p/s: Agree with me that life is really getting exhausting, no?
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
it's all about letting unpleasantness be and moving on
Thursday, September 3, 2009
Isn't it perplexing how one can programme one's brain to perceive the same incident in two different lights in just a couple of minutes? Just a moment ago, I was reasoning with myself that it was just results I was looking at and it was no big deal. Now, I'm thinking how it's really disappointing to get low marks for something you studied so hard for. Well, isn't it so amazingly frustrating?! Shit this World that we live in.
Screwed up bloody math, big time. One of the lowest scores so far for something I studied goddamn hard for. Dammit. On the other hard, I'm brainwashing myself to take it in a different perspective. I mean, if I could turn back the clock, what would I have done? The truth is, since I attempted to give it my all, I shouldn't feel regretful that the result was horrendous. After all, I really did try. Yes I really did.
Chinese oral and letter writing was relatively okay, just that I missed one freaking 1/2 mark to get my 3.6, damn it.
On a lighter note, today was rather fine for a thursday, otherwise known as an information-packed and boring day. It was saddening that we didn't have chem because it was used for philo, but it was rather mood-lifting to watch Shrek for philo evaluation. (: I like it. Malay oral is finally over, awesome! (although I think I did badly for it, again) Hehe and I like poking Jallene with her markers! Hilarious, haha, we were like chasing each other through the classroom and finally along the corridors to the open. I got a few spots of orange ink, but Jallene ended with vicious streaks, haha serve you right! (: It's amazing how friends can manage to lift up low spirits by a mile. (:
P/s: I just realised that I still have friggin philo journal, argh! P/p/s: Agree with me that life is really getting exhausting, no?
