I think I've been cheating my own feelings lately, deceiving myself that everything will work out fine when I know that only hard work will pay off. Who am I kidding? Time is slipping through my fingers like fine sand, once it runs out, I can no longer afford to remain the status quo. Why? What's exactly so hard about this? I'm not sure to, I guess I'll have to work on my determination and question my heart about how much I really want this.
Darn this screwed blogger! I still can't upload any pictures yet. And I've come to realise that now, everything is in full speed ahead. If I don't attempt to give chase, I will lose everything. I seriously need to do some soul-searching. Oh God, please stop making me play card jitsu on club penguin. :(
On a lighter note, club penguin is the win! HAHAHA, I know you will be mocking at me for playing such a lame game at an age of thirteen, but it's like super awesome when you get to meet your friends online and play card jitsu together. OH SHIT, STOP IT DENISE. :< I should really stop being childish and start finding my focus in my studies. Oh no this sucks. :(
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
I think I've been cheating my own feelings lately, deceiving myself that everything will work out fine when I know that only hard work will pay off. Who am I kidding? Time is slipping through my fingers like fine sand, once it runs out, I can no longer afford to remain the status quo. Why? What's exactly so hard about this? I'm not sure to, I guess I'll have to work on my determination and question my heart about how much I really want this.
Darn this screwed blogger! I still can't upload any pictures yet. And I've come to realise that now, everything is in full speed ahead. If I don't attempt to give chase, I will lose everything. I seriously need to do some soul-searching. Oh God, please stop making me play card jitsu on club penguin. :(
On a lighter note, club penguin is the win! HAHAHA, I know you will be mocking at me for playing such a lame game at an age of thirteen, but it's like super awesome when you get to meet your friends online and play card jitsu together. OH SHIT, STOP IT DENISE. :< I should really stop being childish and start finding my focus in my studies. Oh no this sucks. :(
