one can't control the almighty wheel of the world, can one?
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
"It's the wheel of the world I don't know what it is I'm flying high Then I'm wondering why I'm sinking on this ship, going down Life keeps on moving anyway"
-Carrie Underwood, Wheel of the World-
Whether you're sad, ecstatic, surprised or disappointed, life still goes on yeah? One time, you're trying your best to surpass yourself and suddenly, you find yourself sinking deeper into a trench. It seriously stinks, but learning to pick up is what matters most, I guess. I so hate this career-minded world, but studying is the best way to keep up. I'm gonna try to study harder.
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Lit again was quite a disappointment but it wasn't so bad as the class didn't do very well too. Getting a B for lit sucks, some overly hard to score subject! :@ Never mind, a mere grade isn't a death sentence, is it? Does it mean that because I faired badly for this round means I'm lousy in literature? I certainly hope not. Mug mug Denise! (: Today was awesome, yeah? Sorry, but Ms Kung was on LOA so there wasn't chinese. Sarabjit was also on LOA so we got two periods free! (: Mainly, megan and me were choreographing the gym steps and practising it for tomorrow's gym routine for P.E. After all, gym's our forte! (: Then we were trying like damn hard to imitate some bollywood person and opera person and we started singing poems. (8 Simply hilarious, LOL In between, we ( Xin Jie, Hannah and me) tried to do lame stuff such as MJ's moonwalk and "walking down the stairs". Hannah seriously could do the moon walk like it's so real! We had a whale of a time during a period span of two hours doing nothing. After that, school was over! (Short day, yay!) I had no gym( H1N1) which is like so awesome! Too bad couldn't find Kai Yan and walk home with her, but enjoying a book of reader's digest alone wasn't so bad. (: Chinese composition is dued on friday, so I'm either going to rush through it today or tomorrow. On the whole, today was fun!
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Please, don't let me sway. I'm tired of this whole thing, it sucks. I just want to stabilize and catch a little joke or two or comfort them when they're going through rough patches. Don't let me think of the fun times I'd shared with the other party, make me numb to it, please, I'm begging you.
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
one can't control the almighty wheel of the world, can one?
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
"It's the wheel of the world I don't know what it is I'm flying high Then I'm wondering why I'm sinking on this ship, going down Life keeps on moving anyway"
-Carrie Underwood, Wheel of the World-
Whether you're sad, ecstatic, surprised or disappointed, life still goes on yeah? One time, you're trying your best to surpass yourself and suddenly, you find yourself sinking deeper into a trench. It seriously stinks, but learning to pick up is what matters most, I guess. I so hate this career-minded world, but studying is the best way to keep up. I'm gonna try to study harder.
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Lit again was quite a disappointment but it wasn't so bad as the class didn't do very well too. Getting a B for lit sucks, some overly hard to score subject! :@ Never mind, a mere grade isn't a death sentence, is it? Does it mean that because I faired badly for this round means I'm lousy in literature? I certainly hope not. Mug mug Denise! (: Today was awesome, yeah? Sorry, but Ms Kung was on LOA so there wasn't chinese. Sarabjit was also on LOA so we got two periods free! (: Mainly, megan and me were choreographing the gym steps and practising it for tomorrow's gym routine for P.E. After all, gym's our forte! (: Then we were trying like damn hard to imitate some bollywood person and opera person and we started singing poems. (8 Simply hilarious, LOL In between, we ( Xin Jie, Hannah and me) tried to do lame stuff such as MJ's moonwalk and "walking down the stairs". Hannah seriously could do the moon walk like it's so real! We had a whale of a time during a period span of two hours doing nothing. After that, school was over! (Short day, yay!) I had no gym( H1N1) which is like so awesome! Too bad couldn't find Kai Yan and walk home with her, but enjoying a book of reader's digest alone wasn't so bad. (: Chinese composition is dued on friday, so I'm either going to rush through it today or tomorrow. On the whole, today was fun!
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Please, don't let me sway. I'm tired of this whole thing, it sucks. I just want to stabilize and catch a little joke or two or comfort them when they're going through rough patches. Don't let me think of the fun times I'd shared with the other party, make me numb to it, please, I'm begging you.