Thursday, July 31, 2008
There is only one word which can express my feelings now. DESPONDENT. Why? And now i so agree with Paiboon's screensaver. "I was born intelligent, but education ruined me." Except my version is slightly different. " I was born obedient, but Mrs Tit's critism ruined me." What have WE done wrong? WHY IS SHE PLAIN BIASED AND KEEPS PICKING O N 6/7? WHY DID SHE EVEN COME BACK IN THE FIRST PLACE? Did you know that just when she first came back, I had a level of 100% of respect her? I looked up to her, but what did she do? JUST WHAT DID I DO? I can assure that if she ask 10 teachers about my behaviour, at least 7 will be positive. We all tried our best to accommodate to her requests. I really did? And she said that we did not even bother. How do you expect us to change overnight? HOW DID YOU CHANGE OVERNIGHT? I really don't mean to badmouth you, but have you thought about our feelings? Apparently no. You criticized us for no rhyme or reason, just because we laughed at Lionel's humorous face? WE ARE HUMANS, WE ARE FREE TO LAUGH, TALK AND SMILE. And also, our smile was not directed to Jalyn right? Our smile was directed to Lionel, not even you. And you scolded us! For what? I don t see any reason why. THE WHOLE OF 6/7 IS LIKE A BIG FAMILY, AND WE WOULD NOT LAUGH AT OUR FRIENDS WHO ARE BEING SCOLDED. Whats so disappointing about me? Everyone will change, and in what way have i changed for the worst? You cannot keep comparing us with when we were little kiddos, and the last time you saw me was when i was merely a p2. You claim that you respect that we are growing up, and you respect us, but i dont see you showing it. Respect begets respect, furthermore, you were stucked when Isabelle asked you what was wrong with our attitude! You can't even name a few, and in addition to this, our class have improved! We hardly wear ankle socks now! And whats so bad about using handphone just distance away from the foyer? Furthermore, JALYN WAS NOT EVEN SMSING TO HER FRIENDS BUT COMMUNICATING WITH HER MUM! Whats wrong with you? You said that you were disappointed in me, and you claimed that my attitude have change? Changed into what? A FREAKY MONSTER ? I tried my best to obey the school rules, honestly. I do my homework on time, do not wear ankle socks, tuck in my shirt at all times, clip up my hair everytime, talk when i need to, SO WHATS SO BAD ABOUT ME THAT SPARKS YOUR DISAPPOINTMENT? I helped Miss Tay with the prefectorial duty lists and all, i do my duty, and furthermore, it was a reflex to laugh at lionel's funny face (he even make many teachers laugh!) And then you started chiding us, for ATTITUDE PROBLEM? When we are in the wrong, you berate us, at least we will admit and apologise, cuz we know what exactly we have done wrong. But IF YOU JUST GO AROUND, SCOLDING PPL FOR THEIR "ATTITUDE" PROBLEM WHICH OBVIOUSLY WE DONT HAVE, AND INSISTING THAT YOU ARE UTTELY DISAPPOINTED IN US, THATS VERY HURTING YOU KNOW. UP TO NOW, I STILL DO NOT KNOW WHAT EXACTLY WE HAVE DONE WRONG! AND YOU STILL SCOLD US , NOT PREPARING WHAT TO SAY AND STUTTERED LISTING OUR ATTITUDE PROBLEMS? OR MINE RATHER? You just kept saying that we have serious attitude problem and the best you can list is that we wear ankle socks and i also did not wear? I tried, i really tried, but it still does not please you? Can you and do you dare to say that you are not human? Your respect is not worth my effort, cuz instead of praising, you still critisize me for trying? WOW, I AM TOTALLY IMPRESSED BY YOUR OUTSTANDING PERFORMANCE. "Denise, i am utterly disappointed in you." Yeah, and you dont know how much MORE disappointed i am in you, for being utmost UNREASONABLE. Have you watched i am not stupid too? Yes, right also scold, wrong also scold, no wonder the kids will turn bad lar! I am ruined by you. You tell ppl to be polite, but do you know your dagger words have inflicted a scar in my heart? Oh, of course you dont, you are so engross in your own lecturing that you are totally OBLIVIOUS to our feelings. Thats for you, Mrs Tit. And now, i have not even a tinge of respect for you. I just wished that the school survey was tomorrow, then i would put a strongly disagree to all the questions regarding teachers. I respect ALL MY TEACHERS IN CASUARINA PRIMARY, except YOU.
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Thursday, July 31, 2008
There is only one word which can express my feelings now. DESPONDENT. Why? And now i so agree with Paiboon's screensaver. "I was born intelligent, but education ruined me." Except my version is slightly different. " I was born obedient, but Mrs Tit's critism ruined me." What have WE done wrong? WHY IS SHE PLAIN BIASED AND KEEPS PICKING O N 6/7? WHY DID SHE EVEN COME BACK IN THE FIRST PLACE? Did you know that just when she first came back, I had a level of 100% of respect her? I looked up to her, but what did she do? JUST WHAT DID I DO? I can assure that if she ask 10 teachers about my behaviour, at least 7 will be positive. We all tried our best to accommodate to her requests. I really did? And she said that we did not even bother. How do you expect us to change overnight? HOW DID YOU CHANGE OVERNIGHT? I really don't mean to badmouth you, but have you thought about our feelings? Apparently no. You criticized us for no rhyme or reason, just because we laughed at Lionel's humorous face? WE ARE HUMANS, WE ARE FREE TO LAUGH, TALK AND SMILE. And also, our smile was not directed to Jalyn right? Our smile was directed to Lionel, not even you. And you scolded us! For what? I don t see any reason why. THE WHOLE OF 6/7 IS LIKE A BIG FAMILY, AND WE WOULD NOT LAUGH AT OUR FRIENDS WHO ARE BEING SCOLDED. Whats so disappointing about me? Everyone will change, and in what way have i changed for the worst? You cannot keep comparing us with when we were little kiddos, and the last time you saw me was when i was merely a p2. You claim that you respect that we are growing up, and you respect us, but i dont see you showing it. Respect begets respect, furthermore, you were stucked when Isabelle asked you what was wrong with our attitude! You can't even name a few, and in addition to this, our class have improved! We hardly wear ankle socks now! And whats so bad about using handphone just distance away from the foyer? Furthermore, JALYN WAS NOT EVEN SMSING TO HER FRIENDS BUT COMMUNICATING WITH HER MUM! Whats wrong with you? You said that you were disappointed in me, and you claimed that my attitude have change? Changed into what? A FREAKY MONSTER ? I tried my best to obey the school rules, honestly. I do my homework on time, do not wear ankle socks, tuck in my shirt at all times, clip up my hair everytime, talk when i need to, SO WHATS SO BAD ABOUT ME THAT SPARKS YOUR DISAPPOINTMENT? I helped Miss Tay with the prefectorial duty lists and all, i do my duty, and furthermore, it was a reflex to laugh at lionel's funny face (he even make many teachers laugh!) And then you started chiding us, for ATTITUDE PROBLEM? When we are in the wrong, you berate us, at least we will admit and apologise, cuz we know what exactly we have done wrong. But IF YOU JUST GO AROUND, SCOLDING PPL FOR THEIR "ATTITUDE" PROBLEM WHICH OBVIOUSLY WE DONT HAVE, AND INSISTING THAT YOU ARE UTTELY DISAPPOINTED IN US, THATS VERY HURTING YOU KNOW. UP TO NOW, I STILL DO NOT KNOW WHAT EXACTLY WE HAVE DONE WRONG! AND YOU STILL SCOLD US , NOT PREPARING WHAT TO SAY AND STUTTERED LISTING OUR ATTITUDE PROBLEMS? OR MINE RATHER? You just kept saying that we have serious attitude problem and the best you can list is that we wear ankle socks and i also did not wear? I tried, i really tried, but it still does not please you? Can you and do you dare to say that you are not human? Your respect is not worth my effort, cuz instead of praising, you still critisize me for trying? WOW, I AM TOTALLY IMPRESSED BY YOUR OUTSTANDING PERFORMANCE. "Denise, i am utterly disappointed in you." Yeah, and you dont know how much MORE disappointed i am in you, for being utmost UNREASONABLE. Have you watched i am not stupid too? Yes, right also scold, wrong also scold, no wonder the kids will turn bad lar! I am ruined by you. You tell ppl to be polite, but do you know your dagger words have inflicted a scar in my heart? Oh, of course you dont, you are so engross in your own lecturing that you are totally OBLIVIOUS to our feelings. Thats for you, Mrs Tit. And now, i have not even a tinge of respect for you. I just wished that the school survey was tomorrow, then i would put a strongly disagree to all the questions regarding teachers. I respect ALL MY TEACHERS IN CASUARINA PRIMARY, except YOU.
