Its too late...its too late.Heard of my blogsong?Its too late to apologise,thats really what i am feeling now.But the characters are the opposite.Haish...6 years of friendship ya' know,its hard to come by.I know she's angry w me for telling her that she "copied" my blog song.I am FULLY aware that she HATES me.She stares at me w daggers in her eyes and i pretend that i dont give a damn.But you know,i feel that i am deluding myself,stuffing up the hole in my heart with plasticine.I do care.I do feel hurt although i act like i dont.We all humans have our pride too you know?I am a living thing,alive and kicking,not a dead corpse lying in a coffin.Wth,and now she thinks i am a MISS OH SO PERFECT and she is a MISS PATHETIC.Fact is,i dun like to have enemies.Am i that useless?Why must i be so petty?Cant i just shut my big fat mouth and reserve a comment to myself?Maybe i must learn to give in.But also,I must say that i feel quite sorry for Jalyn.You know,that she did not even talk bout Jay and then when Jalyn became his fan,she also go and put his music in her blog and declare how much she love Jay Chou.Isnt that called copying too?Nevertheless,all this that had transpired is my fault and even if she does not accept my apology,its alright.Sorry for everything,Joy,hope that this ordeal would soon be over,please forgive me.Tears are streaming down my face right this moment.I'm so sorry...even if you dont want this friendship,i still want it you know?
tired of chasing after things that don't belong, tired of struggling to impress, tired of trying too hard then falling so hard, tired of heartaches, tired of getting back on track, tired of facades; facades that last only to reveal the inside that you'd desperately tried to conceal
Its too late...its too late.Heard of my blogsong?Its too late to apologise,thats really what i am feeling now.But the characters are the opposite.Haish...6 years of friendship ya' know,its hard to come by.I know she's angry w me for telling her that she "copied" my blog song.I am FULLY aware that she HATES me.She stares at me w daggers in her eyes and i pretend that i dont give a damn.But you know,i feel that i am deluding myself,stuffing up the hole in my heart with plasticine.I do care.I do feel hurt although i act like i dont.We all humans have our pride too you know?I am a living thing,alive and kicking,not a dead corpse lying in a coffin.Wth,and now she thinks i am a MISS OH SO PERFECT and she is a MISS PATHETIC.Fact is,i dun like to have enemies.Am i that useless?Why must i be so petty?Cant i just shut my big fat mouth and reserve a comment to myself?Maybe i must learn to give in.But also,I must say that i feel quite sorry for Jalyn.You know,that she did not even talk bout Jay and then when Jalyn became his fan,she also go and put his music in her blog and declare how much she love Jay Chou.Isnt that called copying too?Nevertheless,all this that had transpired is my fault and even if she does not accept my apology,its alright.Sorry for everything,Joy,hope that this ordeal would soon be over,please forgive me.Tears are streaming down my face right this moment.I'm so sorry...even if you dont want this friendship,i still want it you know?
